4 more days to submission..FYP has make people turn cold and the atmosphere to be tense and irritating.. people starts to compare" hey you finish fyp arld" .."hey don't let people see our coding","hey you know how to do this and that..no reply"sometime i doubt and ask myself is that kind of learning healthy ? i doubt so..i think i am getting sick of it..and FYP make me so fake and angry with people around me..I am so sick of it..it steal away all my fun time and i got to do coding ..got to edit this and that cos it's not up to what i expected..disappointed.. i cannot do what i want to do...but what to do..have to edit and edit and edit lor..sian lor..keep editing..sian..i just FYP sick..actually i can dun bother and just submit lor..but i just bother about it as if it is my life ..***K.. dun know what went wrong if me..i think only veron will understand how i feel..she know cos we got the same feeling...i thank God for each time i am able to control my temper and emotion..if not i dun noe what nasty words i will say..i just cannot take it ...i have enough of it..give me a break.... just want to lead my normal life again...
I want my freedom back..i dun want hatral..i just want peace and my joy..
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