*.* Child of God *.*

Name: Doreen aka Rainbow
Birthday:November Baby
Occupation:Student in RP
Love:Being DJ/Reporter/Host,Singing and playing piano
Hate:Self-seeking,lost,Getting sick
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Thursday, August 30, 2007

*.* Unanswered prayer? *.*

Sometimes, we will ponder why we ask in Jesus name or when we pray in Jesus name so many times for something and it’s not given. Then we begin to suspend is Jesus real? Why is he not giving my heart desire?

Today I read the “Experience God Day by Day” and learn one key thing about requesting and asking in prayer…Ask in the right motive. Ask according to his will and he will give more than what you expected! In the bible- mark (chap 10:35-52), there were two group of people (James and john and Blind Bartimaeus), they actually make request to the lord and only Blind Bartimaeus request was fulfill. From this story, the book reflects and questions our prayer.

Question: Why is one request granted and not the other?
Answer: Evaluate your request (prayer)
-Do we ask selfishly? (James and John asked for the most prominent place. Their request was selfish and brings dissension in verse 41).
-Are we asking for far less than God wants to give?( God is able to give more than what we ask in Eph 3:20)
-Are our requests worthy of the God we approach?
-Do we lack the faith God requires to give us our desires?
-Is there unconfessed sin? (God say he hide his eyes and shut his ear to sinner in is1:15)

Conclusion: God is interested in your prayer and request and he will respond to it (Mat 7:7 -10 “if his son asks for bread, will give him stone?”.) However, the question lies with are we asking God for things in a right motive? Is it out of selfish desire? Is it according to his will? Do we have faith in receiving when we ask? If we are sinning against God (do you know that not spending time with God (Quiet time) is a sin?) and yet we still ask for things we want in his name, do you think God will grant our request?

From there, I learn the important of spending time with the Lord (reading bible and prayer) and this is how we can be sensitive to the Holy Spirit so as to recognize the voice of the Holy Spirit. When we spend time with the Lord, we are protected with his word and we are sensitive to the spirit. We will not question or think (is that Holy Spirit or voice from Satan?) we will know it is the Holy Spirit. And the Holy Spirit will guide our ways and protect us from any harm and threats from the evil ones.

Through the book “Overflowing the Holy Spirit, I learnt the important of Holy Spirit. And how Holy Spirit can protect us from harm and physical or emotional threats. Also, Holy Spirit is the one that Jesus left behind for man as a communication tools to Jesus. And how Holy Spirit will guide your path and help you in all circumstance (so that you will not suffer from any barrier). I think it’s a good book and will like to share more about it in my next post when I learn the different between vital and important? Do you know what is vital in life and what is important in life?

I needed Jesus @ | 7:02 PM


Tuesday, August 28, 2007

*.* Part two *.*

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- God created us in His image for a purpose –so that He could relate to man, and man could relate to Him. God create man was for fellowship with Him. Spirit to Spirit.

- When you receive Jesus into your heart and are born again, three promises are fulfilled in your life.1) you are cleansed 2) your spiritual nature is changed.3) your sins are forever forgiven.

- 1) You are cleansed by the blood of Jesus; it is by the Word of God that you appropriate this cleansing. God’s word keeps us clean. God’s word is pure and holy and it keeps us pure and holy when we walk in it. Holiness is not outward appearance but it is inside of you. The only way we can become more like God is through the working of the indwelling Holy Spirit, but often when God begins to work in us, we cry. When a proving time comes, we want to back up and say, “What’s happening here?”


- 2) Your spiritual nature is changed. - He gives you a new heart or new spirit. Old things have passed away and all things become new (2 cor 5:17). We need to renew our minds by the Word of God and by the Spirit of God so that we can recognize the difference between the spirit of God moving and our emotions reacting or not reacting.
Question: “How can I know I am being led by the Holy Spirit and not just reacting to my own flesh or being deceived by Satan?
Answer: “Go to the Word.” See 1 John 4:1-6.
Note: If you ever have a question of whose voice you are hearing, simply ask it to acknowledge and confess that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh. If you don’t get any acknowledgment, you will know it is not the voice or prompting of the Holy Spirit. If anything you are feeling prompted to do or being asked by someone else to do does not line up with the Word, don’t do it. Holy Spirit is the Truth and will never lead you to do something that contradicts the Word.


- 3) Your sins are forgiven. When you ask for your sins to be forgiven, they are forgiven. When someone is born again, his sins are forgiven. Being born again is a heat experience and not done by head knowledge alone. And don’t do things for the sake that people are doing it. Sins will retained if we do not accept Jesus into their hearts. Remember: Lives are changed only when hearts are changed.
There is so much sin and carnality in the Body of Christ because many of us have not allowed the Holy Spirit to do what He was sent to do within us. And we will not see the fullness of the outpouring until we understand what HE was sent to do within us.

I needed Jesus @ | 9:59 AM


*.* read a book title “Overflowing with the holy spirit” .. *.*

Recently read a book title “Overflowing with the holy spirit” and have some learning point from there:

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- Holy Spirit is the One that draws us to Jesus. In John 14:16-17, the book explains that Jesus said He was not going to leave us comfortless and helpless when He went back to His Father. He said He was leaving someone (Holy Spirit) here on this earth to dwell in us forever who will help bring His Word to pass.

- Indwelling of the Holy Spirit – “spirit of adoption”. In Galatians 4:4-7, the book explains that God adopts us. We are adopted into the kingdom of God, and we have sonship conferred upon us through Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ is the first Son, and then there are many sons through Christ Jesus because everything God does He multiplies.


- You don’t have to wonder if God want you. You don’t have to wonder if you are going to be in the right place at the right time because you are in the kingdom of God. Hr adopted you into His family- He wanted you! Just like a couple adopts a child in the natural not just do it to be nice is simply because they want a child. God gave the very best He had (his son) to us because He wanted us. He wanted you!

- Joy is the fruits of the indwelling Holy Spirit – joy of the lord bring smile and light shining from you which attracts believers. Unbelievers understand happiness, but they know that they cannot remain happy because circumstances are not always happy.


- We should not go out seeking signs and wonders, but seeking Jesus. If we concentrate on developing the fullness of the Holy Spirit inside us, in the outpouring, the sings and wonders will come.

- We cannot have the power of the Holy Spirit operating in us when we do not know Him. Perhaps you are a child of God and you are born of the Spirit of God, but you have not experienced the fullness of speaking in tongues. To experience this fullness is by receiving the gift of the Holy Spirit.

I needed Jesus @ | 9:58 AM


Saturday, August 25, 2007

*.* What Is Your Love Based On? *.*




Your Love is Based on Friendship



For you, chemistry doesn't really happen without compatibility.

Companionship and openness are the most important parts of your relationships.

Whoever you love should be your best friend.

And falling in love with a good friend is never out of the question.



Why your love can last: You only fall for people who you truly understand... and who truly understand you



Why your love can fail: Sometimes you don't admit how important physical chemistry is to you


I needed Jesus @ | 10:31 AM


*.* birthday at ..sushi resturant *.*






Yesterday when to sushi resturant to celebrate nana's birthday..we eat a heavy buffet..hee and bought a pig for her and a birthday cake..after that we went bugis to shop a while..thank God make me better so as to go out ...hope i can get better..anyway when for a job training..hope the job will be fun..not sure who is my partner yet..hope is some nice person..=]

I needed Jesus @ | 9:43 AM


Tuesday, August 21, 2007

*.* Are You A Fake Girl? *.*

You Are 15% Fake

Fake doesn't even come close to describing you.
You're totally natural, and proud of who you really are!

I needed Jesus @ | 8:21 AM


*.* holiday.. *.*

holiday this fri..busy week..tmr got to go TTSH for an appreciation tea party then got to go henderson to reach out to pri 6 student..thur got sch after that got to meet friend..fri got nana birthday got to go celebrate..sat and sun church thingy..busy but then realise pocket also got a big hole..sob sob..pray that can find good job to pay all my debts and bills..ahhh...

I needed Jesus @ | 8:08 AM


Monday, August 20, 2007

*.* Photo taking session.. *.*






Last sat we went to take photo near little india, though expensive, i guess everyone enjoy the photo taking..hee my mum and dad look really lovely and pretty and handsome on that day..anyway the cute thing is they will teach you how to pose nicely and ya i must say a bit uneasy..but overall good take..but the photos are not upload yet...so got to wait le...

I needed Jesus @ | 6:21 AM


Sunday, August 19, 2007

*.* Busy weeks ahead... *.*








Hee this week was another busy week for me, on sat morn got to go to studio have a photo shoot with the family..nice nice photos are to be uploaded soon..cos is in my jie's laptop..anyway after that we hav cell group in my house hee ( all were present)..then after cell group, me and yizi go to TTS be free labor lol..no la we help roxanne with some paper stuff..and we actually play with the shaw..hee i look like india right..anyway after that we went to marine square to see firework..hee you can image the crowds but the firework looks awesome..enjoy enjoy..hee on sunday went to church..it's a special event cos is FCBC 21's birthday..and all the 21 year old have to come up to the stage to say the prayer..i am glad that i am one of the representative from lily tribe.hee feel really excited and my leg was wobbly when i was on stage..anyway it was a great experience..ahh..but got to go back to work anyway thanks for boss to cook a nice meal..aiya got quite a number of stuff to type for consolidation but thank goodness manage to finish all..aiya schooling today..

I needed Jesus @ | 7:34 PM


Thursday, August 16, 2007

*.* they say is a rainbow..but they say it's outer space object..what did you think ? *.*




sun after service was rather shock to see some funny things up in the sky..it looks like rainbow..no abonormal one..not sure what you think it is ?..today is a friday suppose to go friend's chalet but i can't ..anyway..in the afternoon me and veron think of a high class way for those who want to scold unpleasant words..you all know sometime sound rather unpleasant when people especially girls to scold the unpleasant words..so this is the latest invention for girls who want t0 scold those idiot people or anyone..so here's me and veron's recommendation:

Introducing "SFTLW "- Short form three letter words
WTH - What the hell
WTF - What the f**k
WTS - What the shit
GND - Go and die
GES - Go eat shit
NNP - ask nana wat's that
KNS - ka na sa
KNN - ask nana wat's that
and more ...

and the reason why use "SFTLW" ( short form three letter words)is because it's trendy and more classy..hee

I needed Jesus @ | 11:44 PM


Tuesday, August 14, 2007

*.* 小测试。。。 *.*

人们在送礼时, 往往会注重礼物的包装,不同的人不同的偏好。其实,选择哪种礼物包装,可以反映一个人对事情的吹毛求庇的侧程度,也能测验出洁癖的指数,因为洁癖也是吹毛求庇的一种啊!

问题:
送礼时,若能在包装上多花一点巧思,使物品看起来有价值,也能表达自己的诚意。 你认为下列那一包装素材最不可或缺呢?

1.包装绳与包装纸
2.假花或 其他小装饰品
3.精致盒子
4.卡片

1.包装绳与包装纸
洁癖指数中上。 你的审美观与别人不太一样,也注重生活品质,选购的物品都很有质感,家中很少出现破坏品味的“垃圾”,整体相当洁净。

2.假花或 其他小装饰品
洁癖指数中下。你会在表面上看到的地方下功夫,不太注重其他小节,只要大体上觉得整齐,得体,见得了客人而不失礼,你就认为足够了。

3.精致盒子
洁癖指数最高。你希望自己不管是在人前后,都能表现出高雅的气质,属于完美主义,所以只要哪儿沾上一点污,你就会不舒服,一定要立刻除去。

4.卡片
洁癖指数最低。富创意的泥,偏好气氛活泼的工环境,在生活环境也有积chun东西的习惯,理由是“随时刺激灵感”,让别人觉得乱了些,但你却坚持乱中有序,且每件物品都有价值。

I needed Jesus @ | 9:59 PM


Monday, August 13, 2007

*.* Finally it's over..and i got to prepare for the next challenge *.*




Hee the contest finally over... at least i try my best..though did not win the contest, i must admit that my competitors are strong..especially two guys which i really kan hao but they never win..sad men.they perform very well but in the end is the two room mate get in ..hmm..nvm..maybe ask them join campus media ig..anyway ..i got to work hard to get better next time. ..very happy as i am able to get a chance to perform on stage and at least ..hee got praise by the host say that i pretty lol..i think they never c a lot of pretty girl in RP lor..anyway..at least my friends say i sing not bad..so ok la..try my best =]..got to jia you especially for the next challenge..collaborate with 933 for a event sia..so got to keep improve myself =]..anyway thanks all my friends for being there to support me..so scare just now even when on stage i was trembling..but thanks my friends for the support..

I needed Jesus @ | 11:09 PM


*.* DJ finalist is out.. *.*



DJ finalist is out...and i am rather stress when i saw this post at night..oh man how can they put my ugly face there..idiot..anyway..hee hope to get support from you guys..support me and veronica..my best friend =]..a bit sad cos thought suppose to be a normal dj contest..but got to sing song..become like superstar..stress ah...anyway..hope that every will be over soon...hope me and veronica can get to the final where we got to compet with other school expert lor =]

I needed Jesus @ | 6:49 AM


Sunday, August 12, 2007

*.* Finalist for DJ search competition *.*

Yesterday afternoon while I was working in church, i got a phone call from veronica.
Veronica: " hey you got go check your mail? the daniel send email leH"
Hong: "really , what he send?"
Veronica" i got into the finalist"
Hong:" what so good help me check ,.."
Veronica..type type type./
Hong:"how is it ?"
Veronica:"omg, you also got into the final.."
Hong :"AHHHH"
Veronica:" must ......"
Hong:".ok ok i got to go back work.."

It was a happy moment for me until i rec an email this morn...
" Hi finalist, can you all send me the individual photo and below are the details:
Judge: ling zhi and wen hong, lian he zhao bao reporter and camera crew coming..
Prepare: 1 min intro, special talent
Winner: got to compet with other school student"...
and the worst things is...
" R2 - Doreen Koh..."..
omg i am the sec person to perfom..die die...dun noe what will happen to me..after that..and got so many competitor sure cannot get in one la..haiz..this make me so nervous lor..wat should i do..maybe just treat as experience lor..ai yo...jia you lor...

I needed Jesus @ | 7:04 PM


Thursday, August 9, 2007

*.* An intimate message from God to you.. *.*

Dear child,
"You may not know me, but I know everything about you. Psl 139:1
I know when you sit down and when you rise up. Psl 139:2
I am familiar with all your ways Psl 139:3
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered Matt 10:29-31
For you were made in my image. Genesis 1:27
In me you live and move and have your being. Acts 17:28
For you are my offspring. Acts 17:28
I knew you even before you were conceived. Jermiah 1:4-5
I chose you when I planned creation. Eph 1:11-12
You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book. Psl 139:15-16
I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live. Acts 17:26
You are fearfully and wonderfully made. Psl 139:14
I knit you together in your mother's womb. Psl 139:13
And brought you forth on the day you were born. Psl 71:6
I have been mispresented by those who don't know me. John 8:41-44
I am not distant and angry,but am the complete expression of love. 1 John 4:16
And it's my desire to lavish my love on you. 1 John 3:1
Simply because you are my child and I am your Father. 1 John 3:1
I offer you more than your earthly father ever could. Matt 6:31-33
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope. Jer 29:11
Because I love you with an everlasting love. Jer 31:3
My thoughts toward you are countlessas the sand on the seashore. Psl 139:17-18
And I rejoice over you with singing. Zep 3:17
I will never stop doing good to you. Jer 32:40
For you are my treasured possession. Exodus 19:5
I desire to establisk you with all my heart and all my soul. Jer 32:41
And i want to show you great and marvelous things. Jer 33:3
If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me. Deu 4:29
Delight in me and i will give you the desires of your heart. Psl 37:4
For it is I who gave you those desires. Philppians 2:13
I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine. Eph 3:20
For I am your greatest encourager. 2 Thess 2:16-17
I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles. 2 Cor 1:3-4
When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you. Psl 34:18
As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart. Isaiah 40:11
One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes. Rev 21:3-4
And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth. Rev 21:3-4
I am your father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus. John 17:23
For in jesus, my love for you is revealed. John 17:26
He is the exact represetation of my being. Heb 1:3
He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you. Rom 8:31
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins. 2 Cor 5:18-19
Jesus died so that you and i could be reconciled. 2 cor 5:18-19
His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you. 1 John4:10
I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love. Rom 8:31-32
If you rec the gift of my son Jesus, you rec me. 1 John 2:23
And nothing will ever separate you from my love again. Rom 8:38-39
Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen. Luke 15:7
I have always been Father, and will always be Father.Eph 3:14-15
My question is..will you be my child? John 1:12-13
I am waiting for you. Luke 15:11-32 "

Love, Your Dad
Almighty God

I needed Jesus @ | 11:47 PM


*.* Good Bye... *.*

Say good bye to everything old and it's a brand new start..a new beginning..everything begins here..

I needed Jesus @ | 11:45 PM


*.* TIme to enjoy life... *.*














wednesday after FYP..went out with nana..hee we take A LOT of photos..and she say hougang western food nice..so hee...anyway she is a good photographer hee..we stay overnight till morn 6 plus..sleepy sleepy..

I needed Jesus @ | 9:18 PM


*.* FYP presentation ..2pm...E24H *.*






Finally, after so much preparation and stuff..presentation start..and overall ok la..never ask coding...give a lot of suggestion...esp our survey..but then i think it's still ok la..as long as can pass..hee though i pray for an A , i know is not easy and quite impossible..so can pass can le..anyway good job girl..thanks for all you have done...

I needed Jesus @ | 9:14 PM


Sunday, August 5, 2007

*.* 100 k *.*




Sat- Went to henderson to do 100k with my cell group..manage to bless 9 people within 1 hour..thank God..one of them is a malay and i am glad that she is open to it..anyway..after that we went to a malay friend house..there were 8 kids in the house can you image that..they were 12 to a few month year old..anyway..they were all cute and image got to take care of 8 of them..hee we need 5 baby sis...anyway got to take photo with "nana" and "queen"...i am visiting the girl next thur..look forward ..anyway..wed fyp presentation ..yeah quick come and go..and i can go have fun...

I needed Jesus @ | 6:20 AM


Thursday, August 2, 2007

*.* 希望时间快点过去,这样我的心情才能平静。 *.*

希望时间快点过去,这样我的心情才能平静。
那些可怕的回忆,也许会跟着时间过去。
那些不能忘记得过去,我也只能一直逃避。
也许这是上帝给我的游戏,还是我一直掉进的陷井。
彷弗只能默默的静静的哭去。
是我太禺蠢,还是我太在意。
这么会让你一次又一次的让我如此伤心。
这么会让你一次又一次的破坏了我的心情。
也许我应该学会放手,学着忘记。
也许不再对你有任何的在意
任何的迁挂
这样也许会是就好的结局
也会让我找到我可望的快乐。。。。

I miss my joy...why do you stolen that from me ?

I needed Jesus @ | 12:30 AM