Sunday, September 30, 2007
*.* 'Cast your cares to HIM and he will take them ALL..' *.*
Idiotic..this is the second time i write this post. Don't know what happen to the stupid blog..didn't save my previous entry..haiz got to retype again...
Recently,I am so tired both phyiscally and emotionally. During the cell group, thank God for his presence and his comfort. I am glad that during the worship, the lord actually prompt me,"'Cast your cares to HIM and he will take them ALL..'" and he even show cai yun the song, <
>. I just cry to the lord, "no one understand me.." and thank God for his faithful reply, " my child- the burden you carry is too much for you, come to me and cast your cares to me, i understand. But are you trusting in me?". During the cell group, i just unload all my unhappiness, tiredness, worries and everything to the Lord.I can sense the Lord, his comfort and understanding..i know nobody understand but God knows all about me..
I think i am tired because having to work, to go school. to do project and also for other activities..this mean no rest day. In the past, during my weekend, i will touch my laptop and do my FYP and stuff..but for these weekend, i just dun or rather hate touching my laptop - i am so sick of school work and FYP. I just don't feel like touching them.. Physically having to do so many things do make me a little bit tired..in the past i am used to this kind of busyness..but now i guess i am drained..
I am sick emotionally - trying my best to love and care for people around me. I am tired of pleasing them, showing the care and concern they need and expect, tired of doing the talking.. Sometimes, i do really feel the needs to be alone..not because i don't like them..but i am just tired of always giving and when they set expectation which i cannot do.. I am a human, i am not God who love and care the same and forever. I need break and time to go to my private cave.
So for this period of time,friends, got to bear with my weird attitude..hee i think i really need sometime to be alone..in the bus.at home and spend some time with the lord..Friends, hope you all understand..of course will still meet for break and etc..but bear with me if there are time i just tell you all i need to be alone...GOd will surely regain my strength and i will be okay ... I needed Jesus @ | 8:27 PM
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
*.* <<想听的话>> *.*
<<想听的话>> 石欣卉& 王建复
慢慢地撤出忧伤
你在转角处等他
能用声高放地唱
我可以整天对你不牵挂
这场爱不会开花
我情书却割舍不下
明知你爱的是他
却还是学不会摆脱这挣扎
想听的话你说给了他
我的快乐从此蒸发
如果同时爱的代价哪相信
想撒个什么谎
想听的话得不到回答
我却还在独自装傻
回答时我的脸颊好让你看不见
我眼角的变化
I needed Jesus @ | 1:33 AM
Sunday, September 23, 2007
*.* linux test... *.*
Link:http://www.zegeniestudios.net/ldc/index.php
See this test from one of my friends website...so went to try and the result above...
I needed Jesus @ | 11:56 PM
*.* a day @ central poin... *.*
Saturday when to the singapore buddhist lodge to collect my bursary. It locate at some "INTERESTING" places which me and my cousin dun really know how to go..so we took a cab there and was rather surpise the building..anyway the event starts at 4 pm and i almost die of hunger there...lol..anyway at least the whole event end rather fast..and at least got food reception...after that we went to central point at clarke quey and shop shop..yun bought a slipper there and i was rather surprise to see my ex boss ..anyway they have move their shop to tampines..hee so we went hang out and finally have our dinner at fisherman whap ( i think i spell wrongly the name..) the fish and chip was nice though not very nice...but worth the price..it cost around $6.50 and we were rather shock to hear firework nearby the place...and after our dinner went home since yizi and mei lian not well...
I needed Jesus @ | 6:16 PM
*.* CHoco... *.*
Introducing dark chocolate..it taste bitter..the box look cute and attactive like got "class" ..moreover it's free..cos it's a treat which i gain from a bet..lol..anyway it's not very expensive also..so can consider buying one when u are stress or something..lol..hey why am i advertising chocolate..??? lol
I needed Jesus @ | 6:08 PM
Thursday, September 20, 2007
*.* Draw a house and see the result..quite accurate... *.*
Hee above is my house..is call "mushroom-and-dream"..and based on my house, my personality..actually quite accurate ..you all can try..this link:http://www.drawahouse.com/TakeTheTest/
Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives, you make the most out of it. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends.
When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.
You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You are self-confident and happy with your life.
I needed Jesus @ | 12:44 AM
Saturday, September 15, 2007
*.* Oh no...Oh me..Oh my... *.*
Haiz..why RFID? what the hell is that ? Oh no..Next FYP is a big challenge for me..cos i dun even know what is RFID..what's that ?? Lord, i think this semster things going to get harder..how sia..what should i do? I dun even know what's that..and the funniest things is that only two group ( which is my group) and the other group doing this project..is good meaning you got lesser competitor but the bad news is ..i dun noe how to do..ahhh...school re-open nightmare..look like my A..gone le...
I needed Jesus @ | 11:41 PM
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
*.* East Coast BBQ ..here i come.. *.*
I needed Jesus @ | 7:11 PM
*.* Class is out... *.*
hmm..i think in somewhere..somehow..somewhatever...God is fair...there are some people i know who are in my class..though i do prefer to be with someone who is close to me..but sadly NONE of them are close to me..but there will be some familiar faces..though there are some classmate which have been with my class last time which...i don't want to mention any further...anyway..thank GOd for some good classmate ..hope the rest that i don't know will be better..=] and hope to see more quiet one in my class.. ( LOL so that i can be the outspoken one to score =])..
I needed Jesus @ | 7:03 PM
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
*.* Thank God for his miracle... *.*
Hee..recently people say my post very holy..lol..anyway thanks for the feedback..i will still write some more for the sake of letting more people to be holy ..lol..anyway recently busy busy..got to update to my dear readers of what i have been doing for the past days..
First thank God cos i got back my FYP and Module grades for this semster..hee thank GOd for the good grade and i was rather shock to see my grade for banking module..indeed he has done miracle in my grade ..hope it will be for my health..I want to get WELL !!!
So what's have i been doing for the past week ...hee update->>
Mon: work as a dental assistance in bishan..hee learn about medication for patient after they c doc..
Tue: Slack at home...no la meet for bible study and i bought my friend MAndy there at bishan..thank God she enjoy the session...
Wed:WOrk as a surveyor at Bukit PAnjang..OMG so far rite..but no choice..anyway it's a good job la..got to meet new partner and ok la able to communicate since he is like a xiao brother to me =]
Thur: Back to dental..got to learn the tools and stuff OM..scare she test me..
Fri and Sat : as usual got to go BUKIT PANJANG work again..anyway my good friend coming to meet me for dinner =]
Sun: CHurch work..hee and service =]
NExt Mon: Work in the moring at dental
Next TUe: my IG outing and yun's birthday at MIND cafe
Next Wed: Work as surveyor in tampines
Next Thur:Work in dental
Next Fri and Sat : WOrk as surveyor in tampines
Next SUn: work in church
Hee sound pathetic rite..got to work almost everyday despite it's holiday..so for L wee, yizi, nana and cai yun so sorry cannot go shopping with you all le..hee see my busy schedule...anyway hope i can get out of POVERTY ..lol..and to be able to buy clothes ...long time no buy clothes and stuff..hand itchy...
I needed Jesus @ | 9:44 PM
