Name: Doreen aka Rainbow Birthday:November Baby Occupation:Student in RP Love:Being DJ/Reporter/Host,Singing and playing piano Hate:Self-seeking,lost,Getting sick Wish:Live a life to the fullest.,Like the rainbow that shine in my life
*.* 你愛永不變...Intimacy with God..a divine romance... *.*
"Do not let any worldly things distract or destroy the relationship you have with Me.." God indeed is a romantic and loving one ...I pray to get away from any distraction and away from anything that will hurt me..Sometime something just don't work the way we want to...Though in my heart, I should be happy about it..But compare with a long term joy, a short moment of happiness won't last and will slowly be part of memories..(Hee i guess some who read this blog their mind will be fill with question mark..)Anyway really love this two song...
你愛永不變
你流出寶血，洗淨我污穢 將我的生命贖回 你為了我的罪，犧牲永不悔 顯明你極大恩惠
我深深體會，你愛的寶貴 獻上自己永追隨 或傷心或氣餒 或生離或死別 願剛強壯膽永遠不後退
哦 你愛永不變 從今直到永遠 深深澆灌我心田 或天旋或地轉 經滄海歷桑田 都不能叫我與你愛隔絕
I Just Want To Be Where You Are
I JUST WANT TO BE WHERE YOU ARE DWELLING DAILY IN YOUR PRESENCE I DON'T WANT TO WORSHIP FROM AFAR DRAW ME NEAR TO WHERE YOU ARE
I JUST WANT TO BE WHERE YOU ARE IN YOUR DWELLING PLACE FOREVER TAKE ME TO THE PLACE WHERE YOU ARE I JUST WANT TO BE WITH YOU
I WANT TO BE WHERE YOU ARE DWELLING IN YOUR PRESENCE FEASTING AT YOUR TABLE SURROUNDED BY YOUR GLORY IN YOUR PRESENCE THAT'S WHERE I ALWAYS WANT TO BE I JUST WANT TO BE I JUST WANT TO BE WITH YOU
Hee sadly my guitar skill is not as good as chye hoon..she has the gift..And i just want to affirm her..she is my beautiful sister..indeed..with look, gift and talent of singing..what a good package..hee envy..
But i know God is fair..hee everyone is given different talent and gift..(hee hope my piano skill can improve faster...)
I needed Jesus @ | 12:18 AM
Monday, February 25, 2008
*.* A heart of worship...in spirit and in truth... *.*
Last sunday sermon and altar call was really a touching one.. I like one of the song "A heart of worship"..indeed God does not want offering or scarifice but a heart of brokeness..indeed do not let sunday be a "flawless performance" ..We don't be a "sunday" christian ..I think this do reminded me of my walk with the Lord.. I must admit that i need God to create a pure heart..a heart that is after his Him..Help me God to be deeper in love with you...Let me do not shift from the left or the right..but to you God..help me...this is my cry..my one desire...is to be with you everyday of my life...closer and closer..hold me God n please don't let me go...change me..i want the world to know...fill my heart and make me clean..even though sometimes your ways i cannot understand..but i serve a God who is faithful and true and i will hide in the shelter of your wings...Lord consume me from the inside out as Lord i give you my heart and give you my soul..Lord even when the ocean rise and thunder roar,you will soar with me above the storm, you are the shepherd of my heart,so lord i pray you will take me deeper in love with you. Amen..
Well,i receive a mail from li wee about the 40 days prayer from precious moment yup..I must admit and repent for not being obedient in fasting.. Lord forgive me...=]
Before beginning his ministry, Jesus spent 40 days fasting and praying in the wilderness and was tempted by Satan. For Him it was a time of contemplation, reflection, and preparation. During the Lenten season, we have a chance to take some time ourselves to contemplate and reflect on our walk with the Lord, and prepare ourselves for what He has planned for us.
Lent, a season of prayer and fasting, begins 40 days before Easter (different churches may calculate the days differently) and is marked by Ash Wednesday. Ashes are a symbol of penance or mourning and they help can believers develop a spirit of humility and sacrifice. Biblical examples of the use of ashes are found in Esther 4, Job 42, and Daniel 9.
Although not all faiths observe the Lenten season, all believers can benefit from a time of contemplation, reflection, and preparation. As part of that, fasting--abstention from food, or any other temptation-- sacrificially giving something up for God may help believers to focus more on the Lord, what He is doing in their lives, and what one can, in turn, do for Him.
Everytime you want to do the something you sacrificed, you can think of that promise you made to God, and be reminded of the sacrifice Jesus made for you at Calvary.
But when you fast, perfume your head and wash your face, So that your fasting may not be noticed by men but by your Father, Who sees in secret; and your Father, Who sees in secret, will reward you in the open.
--Matthew 6:17-18
I needed Jesus @ | 3:45 AM
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
*.* It's 40 days of fasting and drawing near to God... *.*
Being a christian for 6 years, i must admit that i no longer feel the "first love" with God..Now it's a time to get back to the right relationship with God..Having intimacy relationship with God is a big challenge for me especially being a christian for some years..the passion for God might fade anytime..but God did not give up on me..thank you for his grace and mercy..
Recently I have difficulties trusting in Him...I always tell myself..when you dun hope for something, you will not get hurt from hoping for it..So i dun always hope for someone to do this and that cos i dun like disappointment cos i know man will disappoint..But God wun..but recap the scenario when i hope my dad accept christ last sunday when he attend church, we pray hard..but he didn't..I thought when we hope in the Lord, we can see miracle ??...Though i was abit upset but i know God has a prefect time..but when ? i dun noe...My trust "shaken" when my dad's illness did not get better..how will my dad think..will he trust God ?...God why not let my dad see the miracle? Actually,another reason for having doubt in God is due to my health ..same old problem occur and i start asking God why again? But the song "still" do remind me to be still and know he is God who will soar with me above the storm that i face..hope my dad knows..God says ."in all circumstance will you CHOOSE to TRUST in Me..and my Plans ?"..I tell God, I want but I can't..
So pastor say about this 40 days fast..meaning no TV, no game (no viwawa), and fast from a meal..to me..no game still ok..no TV (huh..) fast one meal (oh no..) hee..but i am trying to do all this with the right purpose..cos we have to be carefull not to fast for diet..fast b'cos pastor say so..but the reason behind fasting is because you WANT to be close to God..if not after 40 days we are still the same old person... when you have a heart to walk close to God, 40 days is not a long days and hours fast for you cos you cannot wait for this opportunity to draw closer to God...When we are close to God, wehave no fear, no doubt, no emptyness..which till now i have yet overcome...
Here could like to share two songs
STILL - Hillsong
Hide me now Under your wings Cover me within your mighty hand When the oceans rise and thunders roar I will soar with you above the storm Father you are king over the flood I will be still and know you are God Find rest my soul In Christ alone Know his power In quietness and trust
Great is the Lord( thank God it took me sometime to find this lyric online..)
GREAT IS THE LORD AND MOST WORTHY OF PRAISE THE CITY OF OUR GOD, THE HOLY PLACE THE JOY OF THE WHOLE EARTH.
GREAT IS THE LORD WITH WHOM WE HAVE THE VICTORY HE AIDS US AGAINST THE ENEMY WE BOW DOWN ON OUR KNEES.
AND LORD WE WANT TO LIFT YOUR NAME UP HIGH AND LORD WE WANT TO THANK YOU FOR THE WORK YOU'VE DONE IN OUR LIVES
AND LORD WE TRUST IN YOUR UNFAILING LOVE FOR YOU ALONE ARE GOD ETERNAL THROUGHOUT EARTH AND HEAVEN ABOVE.
Next sharing..friday got cell group and Rox gives each one of us a bouquet of flower hee i cannot remember what is the name of the flower that i choose..but it blossom well and you can see from the photos ..hee
Saturday went to QQS (Qian Qian Shou) briefing with yizi and we were gald we get our first choice to Lan Zhou..well i heard that by the time we went there to serve it will be summer meaning the weather will be super hot..and hear the toilet condition is not going to be very good..so good luck to us..the briefing quite short..hee each member has to volunteer do something and i choose first aids hee..so got to go first aid training...next the air ticket and stuff we were need to do fund raising and since we are working adult this means we got to raise 50% ofthe fund and 50% pocket money..anyway look forward to the SL training and FA training
So after the briefing, we went to walk around clarke query and eat the turkey ice cream well the ice cream man from turkey..friendly and play trick with me hee..that's his style of selling ice cream..then we walk to river hongbao and were glad to be able to watch the chingay performance..so took some photos...
that's all to share..hee
I needed Jesus @ | 3:48 AM
Thursday, February 14, 2008
*.* Happy Valentine...To all my dearest friends.. *.*
Hee..this year valentine got to spend my first half of the day in childcare taking care of the k1 and k2 children..the next half of the day i am glad that i am able to meet eileen for dinner ...who say friends cannot celebrate valentine..hee well..i thank her for giving a nice chocolate as a meet up gift..and i didnt forget to give something in return to mark our friendship hee...well we went to esplande go eat happy pot..the food was not bad..price ok..nice soup except the long waiting hours...after that we go walk around and we did saw a lot of couple hee at the root top of esplande building..it was amazing to see a sun flower in a midst of brushes at esplande so me and eileen took photo with the sun flower haha..After that we went to visit mr merlion where we get to see the old puppet show near esplande so we went to take some photo with the cute puppet since we hardly see it in SIngapore hee.. below are some photos taken in esplande =]
After that we went to river hongbao take some photos and even got to sit on the merry go round (hee is actually for kids but the uncle let us sit..)well..hee anyway we went to river hongbao take some interesting photos before we went home to catch the last bus..below are some photos taken in river hong bao...
After so much fun ..it's time to go home..where we take photo of our valentine present ..
hee..i do enjoy myself today..hee hope next yr will be something different..hee hopefully by that time we hve find our own partner =]...To my dear husband..that is Jesus (in isaiah 5:5)..Happy Valentine Day.. P.S as promised..i have make eileen appear on magazine..hee hope she able to see on my blog =]
I needed Jesus @ | 9:11 AM
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
*.* updates... *.*
Happy new year since today is still the "chu wu" of new year hee..well have been very busy for the past few days only manage to find time today to update things and stuff..first and foremost is an update of last two week events...hee 2rd of feb we went to serangoon visit the children from young arrow club..they were the age of primary 1 to primary 6 and it was different from Gkids as most of the children are not christian and their lesson are mostly from assessment books..and they need to do lots and lots of pages..hmm very different..well most of the volunteer are from pastor yc side I guess and the in charge happen to be leo's friend..concidence ah..anyway it's only the first day where i teach a primary one girl math..i think nowadays kids are getting smart and smarter..so yup that's the update of one event..joining young arrow and the orientation next next week..
Next hang out with my spiritual sisters to cineleisure to buy meilian's present..well we bought her a big pooh and bouquet of roses..she seemed to be touched on her birthday..yup and we went to take some photos there..hee quite funny pose..but i realise cai yun getting more and more photogenic and pretty....and li wee got her new cute hairstyle..she look so sweet hee..yizi..our sexy babe no need to say..below are some photos taken...l.
4 and 5th of feb went to do check up and test in polyclinic..hee most of the girls spend money on beautiful clothes and stuff..but me..i think more on check up and test..(touchwood..) but thank GOd i am okay ...everything is going to be okay...
6th feb new year eve..as usual eat reunion dinner with my family..nice and delicious food..hee but i got to wash up all the plates and bowls..(which i dun mind)...quite upset when i see my dad's finger went swelling..he seemed quite upset..but thank GOd as my dad actually did not reject our prayer and he let us pray for healing on that day..praise God..
8th feb went to yizi's house to get ang bao..hee suppose to go watch ah long pte ltd with them..but amazing the near by cinema all full house..so we went to river hongbao and watch firework..guess what i went to play or rather sit on this ride name "top gun"..i think is because i am too skinny or the impact was too strong..i almost fly out of my seat..but thank GOd i didn't..it was fun but dangerous meh..
9th feb went to celebrate mei lian's birthday..earlier on went to pastor lily house and it was a clear n nice place to stay haha..and got my favourite “baw gua”( ps if I spell wrongly)..After that went to yijing house..it was crowded with people..yup..and after that me and yizi went to pick mei lian up at her house..and we took a cab down to east coast and blindfold her as to lead her to the waraku where we celebrate her birthday..i can see that she looked very happy when she saw the pooh and the cake..hope she enjoy ..since this is her 21st birthday…
11th feb is my first day as an assistance childcare teacher..”amazed”should be the right word to describe how I feel about my first day..well it was not easy for me to remember every of the single kids name ..but I manage to remember some on the sec day..and to me it was like a “camp” for the kids in childcare centre..they have their lesson, have their lunch, nap time, bath time, activities and etc..first day we went for home visit to one of the kid’s house..well I do have some phobia went I see many kids in a house..the tragic is horrible..the whole living room was a mess and they even attack the bedroom..the kitchen..haha..wonder why people like to have more kids…anyway being a childcare teacher was like a part time nanny as if I was attending some before marriage kind of program where you learn how to handle children and etc..i wonder if I am able to take up the task for this one month hee…
After work went to meet nana to watch ah long pte ltd..suppose to go with ah wee also but she ended up staying at home since she wasn’t feeling well…so went to buy the tickets at amk hub and poor nana didn’t manage to buy her favourite tea egg..but a $8 popcorn and drink.well I must say it was a funny show..but more suitable for adult..and I mean mature adult..
12th feb – today went for any home visit to one of the kid’s house and as usual..they have their regular activities..but I went off early for medicial appointment..thank God the report shows that I am ok..except there are some minor health issue which I need to take care of..thanks all my friend (esp veron and wanlin hee really touched to see your concern through sms and hee you guys still remember I need to go check up today ..) and my sister yun and rox for their concern and sms…
Well for the next few days is going to be busy days for me too..13th feb after work might be going to prayer meeting..14th feb a date haha…15th feb cell group…16th feb QQS orientiation..yup and guess what ..my first mission trip is in lan zhou..yeah…hopefully able to be a blessing over there…
I needed Jesus @ | 1:59 AM
Sunday, February 3, 2008
*.* 每次回忆 每次回应 是刻骨铭心... *.*
Heard this song from a blog which my cell leader recommend..it's a powerful song written by one of the fcbc member and he is one of the facilitator from RP who has taught me culture in my year 2 sem 2..amazing concidence...anyway..it's a nice and great song...sing by wonderful singer joyce and david..joyce has a great voice...hope you all will enjoy this song and see the lyric..it's amazing how God use people...
