Anyway 18 aug is my first day in hip hop class..hee I didn’t know that hip hop dance can be so challenging…got to rem the dance step..somemore on that day my leg hurt with the new shoe.. hee I guess I still prefer jazz dance and adult bellet…but I do look forward for today’s class…hopefully my shoes don’t give me problem again…

Praise God just went to polyclinic to clear my ears.. for the past months I have been “partially deaf” due to the blockage of ear wax..but this week after the treatment, hee at least my left ear able to hear clearly..however I still have to went to TTSH for treatment my right ear.

Last Sunday we have paradise band to lead worship so cool..too bad I got to work so can’t go in front to worship …and we have pastor Jason who is the deputy for MCYS who actually preach and share with us the fathering movement program. I believe many do admire him cos he is the one who actually come up with the yellow ribbon program. Sometime I do envy and wish that God I can do something great for your name too. But till now I am not sure has I done anything great for God not by my strength but by his. My heart is always concern for the little children..especially those who are emotionally or physically abuse..I hope I can reach out to them and I hope someone do something for them…Praise God for pastor Jason his idea of fathering movement I believe it’s going to impact many lives. Father is not only the head of the family; it’s a very important and influential person. In my working environment, I get to know and see how children and women are being affected by the father. Many fail to get the father’s love and thus seeking for friends and BF’s love. This become a big issue and a concern for me when I see many SM cases. If there is sufficient father’s love, I believe they will not need to seek elsewhere. But as a human being, sometime we are not able to give the sufficient love or rather the attention at all time. We can fall short easily. That’s why we need God the father’s love. Cos he is a prefect God and so his love never insufficient. But I do wonder how many do understand God’s love and feel his love. This Sunday I witness the Christian father who ask for forgiveness from their children..my heart rise a concern for those whose father are non believer..I really praise that we can have a heart of understanding and to have the love that jesus has been to us ..to our father.I am learning to appreciate my dad too. Though I do struggle, I know God will help me…And I know I can only be complete in Christ Jesus…

Complete
Here I am oh God
I bring this sacrifice my open hear
I offer up my life

I look to you lord
Your love that never ends
Restores me again

So I lift my eyes to You Lord
In your strength will I break through Lord
Touch me now let your love fall down on me
I know your love dispels all my fears
Through the storm I will hold on Lord
And by faith I will walk on Lord
Then I will see beyond my Calvary one day
And I will be complete in you

“Let the children come to me; do not stop them, for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these”(Mk 10:14). I saw this interesting article online that quoted...

“…for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these.”

"In another passage of the Gospel Jesus says that “unless you change and become like children you will never enter the kingdom of heaven” (Mt 18:3). Why does the kingdom of God belong to those who are like children? Because children confidently abandon themselves to the care of their fathers and mothers; they believe in their love. When they are in their arms, they feel safe and unafraid. And when they sense that there is danger, they hold on even more tightly to their mom or dad, and they immediately feel protected. At times, we’ve seen a parent put a child in a high place, for example, and then tell him or her to jump. And the child takes a leap with complete trust.

This is the way Jesus wants the disciples of the kingdom of heaven to be. Authentic Christians, like children, believe in the love of God, they throw themselves into the arms of their heavenly Father, and they trust him unconditionally. Nothing frightens them anymore because they never feel alone. Even when a time of trial comes along, they believe in God’s love, for they believe that everything that happens is for their good. Are they worried about something? They put it in the Father’s hands, and with child-like trust they believe he will resolve everything. They abandon themselves completely, as a child does, without calculating the risks."

It's going to be a busy week ahead again… Sometime we really need to spend sometime putting aside things and ponder how our life has been ..as I recount ..I don’t know why I just want to thank God for every single thing he has blessed me..friends…opportunity..even those sadness moment…I learn to look to Him.and I seize every part of these…I believe God really love each one of us that we should not forget his grace and gift for us..Hopefully I can do something for Him …I