1God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble.
2 Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea,

3 though its waters roar and foam and the mountains quake with their surging.

4 There is a river whose streams make glad the city of God, the holy place where the Most High dwells.
5 God is within her, she will not fall; God will help her at break of day.
6 Nations are in uproar, kingdoms fall;he lifts his voice, the earth melts.
7 The LORD Almighty is with us; the God of Jacob is our fortress.

8 Come and see the works of the LORD,the desolations he has brought on the earth.
9 He makes wars cease to the ends of the earth; he breaks the bow and shatters the spear, he burns the shields with fire.
10 "Be still, and know that I am God;I will be exalted among the nations,I will be exalted in the earth."
11 The LORD Almighty is with us; the God of Jacob is our fortress.

God has shown his promises for me this year through people,things and from the bible when I was praying..He has been faithful even when I am not ..hmm having bad cough,fever and flu past week days in late Jan after recover for 1-2 week during new year ..aiya fall sick again with bad cough and flu..Got to rely on his strength to go to work..and do things that i need to...God let me get well soon =[ ... But this didn't stop me from hanging out with friends, going shopping and etc..hee i guess i am hyper active person..can't really stay still at home unless i am sick...but i am not treating home as hotel k hee...but sadly i have to miss good food for the past weeks..mac, long john..old chang kee..though this few weeks hardly pimple outbreak(touchwood)..

Well just watch chingay last sun..pastor khong performing magic..oh mind awesome...i think he is really prepare to serve in the marketplace God has called him.. anyway God also do bless pastor with strength..can't imagine him having to preach in the morn during rehersal at noon ...well since jan youth service has change to morn 9:30am..(super early..) still trying my best to be on time..though i have been coming to service at 10 am..(must repent)..but morning service was good..great worship with anointing from holy spirit...and some new songs coming up in church two of my favourite..(see lyric below..sorry pls go youtube to listen to song)...introduce this two songs ..like them cos of their lyric and the music...

The Desert Song Hillsong

Verse 1:This is my prayer in the desert

And all that's within me feels dry

This is my prayer in the hunger in me

My God is a God who provides

Verse 2:And this is my prayer in the fire

In weakness or trial or pain

There is a faith provedOf more worth than gold

So refine me Lord through the flames

Chorus:And I will bring praise

I will bring praise

No weapon forged against me shall remain

I will rejoice

I will declare

God is my victory and He is here

Verse 3:And this is my prayer in the battle

And triumph is still on it's way

I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ

So firm on His promise I'll stand

Bridge:All of my lifeIn every season

You are still God

I have a reason to sing

I have a reason to worship

Verse 4:This is my prayer in the harvest

When favor and providence flow

I know I'm filled to be empited again

The seed I've recieved I will sow

Your Name Paul Baloche

As morning dawns and evening fades

You inspire songs of praise

That rise from earth to touch Your heart and glorify Your Name

[Chorus:]Your Name is a strong and mighty tower

Your Name is a shelter like no other

Your Name, let the nations sing it louder‘

Cause nothing has the power to save

But Your Name

Jesus, in Your Name we pray

Come and fill our hearts today

Lord, give us strength to live for You and glorify Your Name

[Chorus:]Your Name is a strong and mighty tower

Your Name is a shelter like no other

Your Name, let the nations sing it louder

Cause nothing has the power to save but Your Name

Well both are really nice songs..and dun noe why recently really fall for Mayday's song..like ..this song..really admire ah xin how he write and describe feeling..hmm..

你不是真正的快乐 五月天

人群中 哭着 你只想变成透明的顏色

你再也不会梦 或痛 或心动了

你已经決定了 你已经決定了你

静静 忍着 紧紧把昨天在拳心握着

而回忆越是甜 就是 越伤人了

越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深浅浅的刀割

你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色

你決定不恨了 也決定不爱了

把你的灵魂 关在永远 锁上的躯壳

这世界 笑了 于是妳合群的一起笑了

当生存是规则 不是 你的选择

于是妳 含着眼泪 飘飘荡荡 跌跌撞撞的走着

你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色

你決定不恨了 也決定不爱了

把你的灵魂 关在永远 锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐 你的伤从不肯完全的愈合

我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河

难道就真的 抱着遗憾 一直到老了

你值得真正的快乐 你应该脱下你穿的保护色

为什么失去了 还要被惩罚呢

能不能就让 悲伤全部 结束在此刻 重新开始活着

Some people are rather "zhi zuo" in pursuing things..relationship..past.. etc..they just can't let go..and suffer in misery..emotion..feeling.. some people often get stuck or rather struggle in such area..they believe they can't recover from it..they stick with it..live with it..get used to it..to the point they can't bear to throw it away...they enjoy "emo-ing"..it's not wrong that people emo..but for how long could one want to dwell in it ?? In their mind they know..they should move on..but in thier heart ..they couldn't....why is there feeling of pain and hurt in this world??.. guess only God can do something..it's upsetting to see people you loved trap in circle..being hurt over and over again...(hee i am not emotional hor..)

Anyway..back to new year update..hmm having my piano class 2 in mar..(wait till neck grow long le lor..)while..intend to sign up for SIM degree course for the coming july intake..God grant me the bursary pls hee...going for sign lanaguage class this thur(hopefully the class still continue..)and malay class postpone to apr le..(sian..) hee while if you are guessing why am i learning malay..well is to have malay bf..(joking).. for work and tya purpose(TYA is the main reason actually)..anyway since this month feb quite a "class free" month for me...hope to meet up with some old friends ..haven been seeing some of them for months..(*hint hint to friends reading my blog) must update me how you all been doing ma...hee

Happy new Year to All..(after my long nagging blog update..)