It's my first week of school. I thought I should be excited and having that kind of "looking foward" attitude towards going to school. But eventually, I felt rather tense up or I should say anxious about school that I don't seems to enjoy school as I have perceived (earlier on). I guess this is the first week of school which is also the "trial" week for me to have a taste of " work and study" lifestyle. It's a period where I need to adjust my life, my schedule, my emotion and thoughts even my eating habits. It wasn't easy for me this week having to rush from work to school, doing revision, research and reading after work so as to be prepare for the coming assignment which our lecture has "pre-m" us by uploading it in the blackboard even before start of school. I am rather surprise with their efficiency. (anyway, they do expect us to be efficient as well when we are given only 2 weeks to complete each assignment). It does affect my eating habit whereby dinner is equivalent to supper and lunch is inclusive of dinner. This also means sacrifice of event, outing and some of my sleep time. The sad thing is I need to drop some of my favourite activities soon. Initially, it was a struggle for me but God has been my strength to make me pull through these. (I can see the meaning behind my baptism name now..)

Anyway, this does not mean that studying suck but like I say it's a period of adjustment..Frankly, I do enjoy this week lecture class ..was interesting ...I was surprise to see students of different ages and background ..hmm as i observe my class I do wander am I the youngest in the class =] .. I know that it's just the beginning ...and yup God will continue to be my source of strength and comfort ...to let go of certain things in life ...

中場時間 ing

你只能給我的中場時間
卻不能拼湊成主場畫面
不貪圖那一天　幸福會上演
我要狠心一點　說不愛了

說好不見　開始對你想念
我的脆弱那麼明顯　自己都討厭
說好不愛了　就能回到原點
好像是惡作劇情節　對我的考驗

可是我刪不掉手機照片
那畫面兩人的臉笑得多甜
多留曖昧一點　難過就多一天
我不哭要眼淚爭氣點

你只能給我的中場時間
卻不能拼湊成主場畫面
不貪圖那一天　幸福會上演
我要狠心一點　說不愛了

你曾經給我的中場時間
我會一點一點累積畫面
傷口它會復原　把你留給昨天
我要自私一點　才會有快樂